Saul Bennett


A Jewish Child is Poured Cocoa, 1944

In the War. say in '44, when I was seven or eight,
    I told my mother
after school one day 1 was going to play over
    that Saturday at William Zellner's,
a boy in my class, to trade stamps with him. Please,
    she said, don't go.

And she told me the Zellners were German,
    from there, his mother and father.
I understood, in a way, and when he came home
    from work my father
took my mother's side. Finally, anyway, I went.
    William's mother

And his father, even, were so nice. They gave us plenty
    of attention and smiled
and joked, or seemed to, more than other parents,
    maybe because, who knows,
I was this Jew. As William and I swapped stamps
    on the rug

In their living room William's mother brought us
    piping cocoa, then refills.
I had stamps in my skinny collection from Germany
    with Hitler's head on them.
Or maybe Austria. My parents didn't know.
    I can't recall swapping

Any of them with William but maybe I did. When it all
    came out after I wondered
what William's parents' relatives were doing then,
    and how, and where, where especially,
and what William's mother and father would have done
    at a different address.

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